The creation myth of the old religions told us we were soiled, broken, flawed, defective, sinful, corrupt, damaged from birth, and in desperate need of redemption — and we believed it.
What if none of that was true?
Being Perfect Now
Whatever was the beginning of this world, the end will be glorious and
paradisiacal beyond what our imagination can conceive.
Joseph Priestley (1733-1804)
About a year and a half ago, I realized I was happy. There were short periods when I felt a little less happy than usual, but those times were like clouds passing overhead on an otherwise bright, sunny day. My main state of being was happiness, contentment, satisfaction, and a feeling of serenity.
I had given up trying to improve myself.
Do an Internet search for “self-improvement” and the first ten of “about 7,600,000 sites” will come up. Comb through some of the sites and you will see that we are tying to improve ourselves in hundreds of areas of life. Physically, we are working out and dieting and self-medicating and Botoxing ourselves toward the ideal of Greek deities. Mentally, we are meditating and listening to philosophy lectures on CDs and sharpening our memory and figuring out puzzles to approach the intellectualism of an Einstein. In the emotional sphere, we are screaming in anger-releasing workshops and ferreting out with therapists the roots of our childhood traumas and taking “Emotional IQ tests.”
Even spiritually, we are tenaciously attached to improving ourselves, whether by joining the latest Eckhart Tolle book-reading circle or unraveling the mysteries of the Kabala or highlighting passages in the Bible or attending seminars on the Law of Attraction. Not only are we spending a great deal of time trying to better ourselves, we are also spending a great deal of money — around $11 billion this year, according to research from Marketdata.
All this self-improvement! It’s exhausting.
Unless I am missing something, I think it would be safe to say that we humans are the only species on the planet that seeks to improve itself. Some of the impetus for getting-better-all-the-time may be in our evolutionary hard-wiring: with self-awareness comes the notion that there is a future, and with that comes the further implication that we can be better, and therefore happier, tomorrow than we are today.
But I believe much of what motivates us to fix who and what we are derives from our “human story,” the tale we have repeated to ourselves down the ages about how we are fundamentally defective. The old sky-God religions — Judaism, Christianity, and Islam — in particular, told us we were soiled, broken, flawed, faulty, sinful, corrupt, damaged from birth, and in desperate need of redemption — and we believed it.
Our dominant origin myth, the creation legend of more than half the human race, tells us that we were created in a beautiful garden, then “fell” by disobeying our Creator and were cast out of the garden. Since then, we have been striving to get back to paradise. But, paradoxically, whereas the Creator fashioned us out of the earth to live in the splendid garden of the earth, the paradise toward which we are aspiring is out of this world — somewhere in the sky above the clouds, the place where God lives.
This has always seemed to me to be a mixed metaphor of, well, Biblical proportions. When we were thrown out of the earthly garden, we began the long, arduous process to get back into God’s graces not in this lifetime and not here on earth, but after our physical death in an ethereal location called heaven.
Our religions have kept our eyes fixed on the skies. Earth, for these traditions, is synonymous with our lower nature, sin, and death. Our attention has been drawn away from the earth toward an imaginary heaven, ironically, full of earthly delights. In some Eastern religions, reincarnating back on earth is actually a punishment for having lived a selfish and immoral life.
Thinking that we were just passing through on this planet, it became for us merely a waiting-room for eternity. Call it a theology of escape pure and simple, encouraging us not to stay here and cultivate our superb garden home, but to renounce, suppress, and disdain it on our way to a better, more lasting place. To know why we humans have so thoughtlessly and maliciously mistreated this world’s fragile ecosystems, we would need to go no further than to see how we have understood the core beliefs behind our traditional religions.
Some, like our generation’s genius theoretical physicist, Stephen Hawking, have even told us that we need to leave this planet in order to preserve our species. Professor Hawking is not the first to suggest that we abandon our crippled earth. For many years, rumblings in the popular imagination have been pointing us toward discarding our planetary crib after soiling it beyond reclamation. In Mexico Mystique: the Coming Sixth World of Consciousness, Frank Waters asks the question, “Are we on this ecologically doomed planet psychologically making efforts to leave it? Is this the unconscious prompting, akin to the instinct of migrating birds — or rats deserting a sinking ship! — behind our rationally engineered landings on the moon and preparations to extend our space travel to Mars?”
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I have always thought of the Garden of Eden not as a place we came from, but a place toward which we are going. With the dawn of dazzling new technology, we probably could leave our planetary home at some point in the near future, but should we? The challenge for us may be not how we are going to get out of here, but how we are going to stay. The correct decision for each of us on the brink of our species’ adulthood is to remain here and reclaim the planet, turning it into the garden that we have been imagining through the ages in other parts of our sacred texts.
We may need a new version of our creation myth. In it, we come from the mud of the earth but we stay in the garden and tend it. Choosing to stay here allows us to frame a new and more relevant spiritual story — one in which our personal spirituality springs from reverence for the planet.
Before God was a father in the sky, she was a mother in the earth. Riane Eisler, in her pioneering cultural history, The Chalice and the Blade, tells us that the first religions, if you can call them that, were simply ways of life with bodies of ritual connected to the earth, its movements through time and space, its amazing seasons, its miraculous fecundity. They were mother religions, honoring the earth itself as the divine source of life.
In this goddess-inspired world, Eisler says, the social pattern was one of partnership — between humans and nature, between women and men, between neighbors — rather than the one we have now, and have had at least since the time of the God of Abraham, the dominator pattern. Under the dominator model, there is a pyramidal hierarchy where the people at the top have more than the people below them have, and exert power over them.
If Riane Eisler’s partnership realm sounds like life in the Garden of Eden before the “fall,” it may be exactly that. The Neolithic or agrarian age (the Garden) lasted from approximately 8000 BC to roughly 2000 BC, when barbarians from the north and east descended gradually on the highly developed goddess civilizations in the Middle East. When they did, they brought with them the domination of men over women, and thus, in their religious expression, the domination of the sky father god over the earth mother goddess. We were sent on a cruel evolutionary detour during which we thought of ourselves as broken and corrupt, and crying out for fixing.
Now we are beginning to see that we are in essence the perfect creations of our Edenic mythology, ready to direct our own destiny. The great upward spiral of time is turning us back in the direction of the mother energy, bringing our attention again to the sacred soil under our feet.
At this critical time in the human story, we have the opportunity to rewrite the ending of our creation myth and re-imagine our human destiny. According to this telling of the tale, we are not cast outside the gates of paradise by a judging divinity’s avenging angel, but we are at home among the lush forests, waterfalls, mountains, and meadows of our earthly garden, and we walk with God in the cool of the evening.
In this reframing of our origins we really are the “little less than the angels” of our spiritual folklore, more bent on doing good to each other and ourselves than bad. We are not failed creations, after all, but works in progress evolving into the full expression of ourselves as a bud opens slowly into the fullness of a rose. The only redeeming we need is to remind ourselves of our perfection, already achieved by divine connection in the spiritual realm that is our true home.
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While we may be laying to rest the illusion of our imperfection and the need for incessant improving, turning things around on earth will take considerable doing. For centuries we have been working from the assumption that everything under our feet is here for us to exploit. If we are going to commit to staying here, we will have to first come to a new awareness of our lush green globe as a living organism, truly the mother from which we sprung, deserving of a maternal respect. It is a spiritual awareness, taking us not to some far-off heaven beyond the stars, but back to the heaven of this planet, our divine mother, from whence we came. Like her, we are three-quarters water; our bodies are made up of the same minerals and other chemical elements as her body. We are the earth.
A great deal is at stake at this moment in history. We could be reaching the point of no return — the vision of Professor Hawking — when we will have no choice but to desert our home planet because, dying, it will no longer sustain us. How much better for us to begin now to take on the adult responsibility for making heaven right here on earth.
“If humankind would accept and acknowledge this responsibility and become creatively engaged in the process of evolution, consciously as well as unconsciously,” Dr. Jonas Salk tells us, “a new reality would emerge, and a new age could be born.”
There is still time to transform where we live now into the luxuriant garden of our collective human dreams — and ourselves into the new Adams and the new Eves. All that is required to create heaven on earth is for us to leave behind the false image of ourselves as “fallen” and understand that the place whereon we stand is already holy ground.